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Well… I now have an iPhone 3, courtesy of my best friends wonderful, generous mother! :) so that means I’ll probably be on tumblr a little more often… Yay!!!

I realize that I have not paid you much attention in the recent months. I feel as though I should explain a bit… you see, I have been busy with many things and haven’t had the time to spend hours upon hours looking at posts with a lovely blue background. Work took over… friends took over… I have been taken over. And for that I am sorry.

The next little while might be more of the same. As you might already know, university has started and this year is… well… to put it bluntly… it’s going to be a bitch. I’m praying that I’ll get through it with a sane mind, because at this point in time I’m not sure if that’s entirely possible. 

As much as it is tempting, I hope that I will not use you as a procrastination tool as I have done in the past. I am going to do my very best to only visit your page when I actually have time to waste.

I must go write in my agenda… sigh.

Sincerely yours,

Jane

“But it doesn’t stop me from missing you.” he says.

When I do my online banking I think of you.

wtf.

Why does it always come back to me? Why does HE always come back? He should know already that in the past he’s been my kryptonite and that although I’m trying my hardest to fix that, I’m not a perfect being.

Lord help me. Lord help him. 

Why does it always come back to me? Why does HE always come back? He should know already that in the past he’s been my kryptonite and that although I’m trying my hardest to fix that, I’m not a perfect being.

Lord help me. Lord help him. 

And I think it’s fairly rude. I feel awful if I don’t respond to peoples texts… even if it’s from someone I don’t entirely want to talk to.

It doesn’t help that there are all those lil reminders popping up everywhere. It friggin sucks actually. But I’m trying to stay focused. 

Why is it so hard to keep my head on straight? UGH.